Kubbra Sait one night stand led to an unplanned pregnancy and a secret abortion. The Sacred Games actress opens up about the emotional trauma and strength it took to face it alone.
Bollywood actress Kubbra Sait, known for her bold performances in series like Sacred Games and Dev.D, has once again caught the attention of the public—not for a role, but for a deeply personal revelation. In a recent interview, the 41-year-old actress bravely reflected on a harrowing chapter from her past—undergoing an abortion after an unplanned pregnancy from a one-night stand.

This is not the first time Kubbra has spoken about the incident. She had previously detailed her emotional journey in her 2022 memoir “Open Book: Not Quite A Memoir.” However, in a candid conversation with Bollywood Bubble, the actress revisited the experience, offering raw insights into the emotional and psychological toll it took on her.
“I Was Not Strong… I Felt Hollow”
Speaking with vulnerability, Kubbra admitted that she did not feel strong or empowered during the abortion. Recalling the difficult time, she said:
“When I had the abortion, I don’t think I was strong at all. I was too weak to carry it forward. I didn’t have the courage or strength to say, ‘If I don’t do this, I’ll live with it.’”
Her words reflect the inner turmoil many women experience during such life-altering moments—especially when faced with them alone.
Abortion in Silence: “No One Knew”
What makes Kubbra’s story even more impactful is her decision to go through the abortion completely alone. She didn’t inform friends, family, or anyone close to her. Sharing how isolated she felt, she said:
“I felt weak and hollow. I thought I didn’t deserve anything. But much later, I realized the strength in making that decision and standing by it.”
“I broke societal norms. I did it alone. No one knew.”
Kubbra revealed that she feared judgment and societal backlash, choosing instead to suffer in silence.
A Cry for Support: Telling a Friend Weeks Later
It wasn’t until weeks after the abortion that Kubbra told one of her female friends. Recalling the conversation, she said the friend had been upset about Kubbra becoming distant. That’s when the truth came out.
“She asked, ‘Who had an abortion? You?’ And that’s when it hit me, and I broke down. I hadn’t told anyone. No one knew what I went through.”
This moment of vulnerability underlined just how lonely and misunderstood women can feel, even among close friends.
“What If I Had Died?” – The Fear of Going Through It Alone
Kubbra also expressed the fear and anxiety she had while undergoing the abortion procedure alone.
“What if I died? And you’re making this decision alone. No one knows. No one cares. It’s not a small decision. You don’t know how it will impact your life.”
These haunting words underscore the emotional weight of reproductive decisions that often go unnoticed by the outside world.
A Brave Voice in Bollywood’s Silent Spaces
In an industry often obsessed with glamour and perfection, Kubbra Sait’s honesty is a breath of fresh air. While many celebrities shy away from revealing their vulnerabilities, she has fearlessly opened up about one of the most difficult experiences of her life.
Her decision to share her story not only breaks the taboo around abortion in India but also empowers countless women who might be suffering in silence.
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